Dear Amanda,My eyes have never seen such a beautyAnd I will tell you a million times As if it was my god directed duty.My mind could never conjure up the wordsTo perfectly describe how much I love you...Or how much I want to.My fingers yearn to trace each flawless imperfection,Every perfect speckle in your complexion.My ears are begging me to make you laugh.So you'll crinkle your perfect little nose,In that perfect little way that you do.I don't know how I found such a perfect creature,In such an imperfect world.Luckily I did, you perfect little girl.Somehow I've always loved you.And I don't know why I'm calling you perfect,
Please, do yourself a favour. Read this.Yeah, that girl you just called fat?She overdoses on diet pills.That girl you called ugly?She lays in bed at night, crying. Just wanting to be beautiful.That man with all those scars?He got them fighting for our country.That boy you made fun of for crying?Yeah, he just lost his mother.That girl you call a slut?She was sexually abused, she wears those clothes because she just wants to be noticed and loved.That girl you called "pizzaface?"She has a skin condition with no cure. When she's alone, she cries and wishes she was born somebody else.That kid, about your age, that is always depressed? The one you told to "Get the hell over themselves?"They might just take their life tonight. That's what everyone else wants, isn't it?People, grow the hell up. Just because you don't know what it's like to be mistreated, ignored, hated, or depressed, doesn't mean that those things don't exist. They're real human emotions. If you have ever felt like that, ever felt hopeless, like you're
Blue (II)I have you breathing down my neckAnd a few hundred hours of bad attempts.Third time I've tried, but I'm getting colder,I know that soon it'll all be over.They say I'm fine, but I can't even breathe.How do you fight off an army nobody can see?So now alone I'll wait, Let this noose decide my fate.You stab this needle into my veins, you only smileAnd say "You won't feel a thing."Am I alone, Do you feel it too?Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?I run away, they drag me closer.White lies rain down, and it's all over.White rubber rooms don't mean a thing.I'll set it ablaze 'til you all feel it's sting.Fire rains down, and it's all over.Blood oceans will flood The White Cliffs of Dover.I'll stop this God damn world from turning,Leave it all burning until there's nothing left but blue.I have you yearning to abuse,Have you ever walked a mile in my shoes?I have your voice inside me, screaming.Has no one told you I'm not breathing?I feel your fists and angry wo